The word is a very exciting place

Well hello, and to start off with i must apologize for the lack of recent activity. You see after christmas, all of the extra hours stopped, although i was given more for my basic, it does mean i have three days off (as well as 2 half days) so i;m not quite sure what to do with myself. so to be honest, i've just spent the time in bed, dozing and watching porn. I am a little annoyed with myself, there is so much i could have done, but havn't. i still have a  christmas video to upload to youtube, i have not done a dosed daily video for at least five weeks, all becuase ive felt depressed and spent time asleep. i feel better now, and am trying to focus my energies more on achiving things. my writing has taken a step back and to make matters worse, my extreme shopping has caused my bedroom to drown in clothes and bags. thats my first step for today. ive already done all my ironing, and now im going to takle my bedroom, for it is going to become my budwior! i have no idea how to ...

So the parcel came in the end, at about 2 in the afternoon, i trialed it out, it was perfect, then i realized i had to be at work for 4 and it was just gone 3, so i cleaned myself up, ate some cous cous and went to work, and becuase i was in such a good mood, i stayed an extra hour to help out becuase they were moving everything around, my jeggings are now spread over two tables and there are loads of new colours, happy me!! :D xoxo

i'm currently say in our front room (everyone else calls it the living room, but since we have two because i am a queen i call this the front room) with my laptop, because i ordered some, personal items lets say, from ebay, and because i couldn't afford nominated day postage which was £3 more, which dosn't sound like a blot, but overall the stuff i'm buying cost exactly £50, and i only had 6 in the bank account, so i had to borrow some money off my parents. they were not pleased. but anyway so with standard delivery i was told it would be here either monday or tuesday, so i'm sat by the door so as soon as it comes and can grab it and whisk it away upstairs before anyone cans see it and ask about it. But, my dad, the worlds most amazing person (that was sarcastic if you didn't guess or know him) has just this morning decided he wants to complelty renovate the front garden -_- so he's going to be the one to see the package and will ask me about it,...