The word is a very exciting place

Oh my goodness, I booked my holiday to Bulgaria! I know what you are thinking, someone like me, in charge for a holiday. But thankfully, I went to STA travel, and Rachael helped me book nearly all of it. I am getting very excited now! I've booked six night's in Sofia, in a self catering apartment in the centre of the city, near the metro and the parliament, and then two night's in a beautiful hotel in Varna. There's a three hour train ride to get from Sofia to Varna, so that's not too bad. I just have to book a return flight home, because the only company that flies from Varna to the UK is one that don't book with the travel company, but that's not a problem. We got a fantastic deal as well. I would really recommend STA travel. They were absolutely brilliant, and the staff really do know their stuff! I also got an insurance policy, because you all know exactly what I am like. So if I do break my leg, or loose my passport or anything like that, then at le...

Hello. First of all, apologies for my impromptu leave of absence. The past two weeks have been absolutely whirlwind. I didn't know if I was coming, going or staying. But I hope you all had a nice Christmas. I hope you got what you wanted, and that you spent some good quality time either with family, friends, or yourself. As I always say, there is no shame in enjoying your own company. I did a fair amount of that actually over Christmas. I finished Christmas eve morning, an hour later than I should have done, because of a massive crisis with the jewellery boxes and the flat-pack knitwear. Believe it or not, retail is not easy, not by a long stretch. I then went to the food hall to treat myself to a pastry of some sort, and ended up bumping into Sylvie, who had her knee replaced a couple of weeks ago. She's one of those ladies that hates to be stood around not doing anything for any length of time, so she was up and about like a jack in the box. She's lovely Sylvie, she ...

Something has been playing on my mind a lot the past couple of days. On Sunday, I saw James, and we cooked dinner together. We had a nice evening, he made me a Moscow mule, I brought the dinner round and we made cheating fritatas and and I told him about the guy I met on Thursday.He didn't seem very interested, which was odd because usually we tell each other about these things. Then as I was getting ready to go home, we spoke a bit more, and he said something like you don't love a lover. As in, you go into a relationship with someone and you become best friends, you don't become lovers. Especially in our world where our kinks are the driving force in the bedroom, not necessarily the intercourse. (Or in my case, not even the intercourse, it's all about the kink) Am I just being a hopeless romantic, or am I maybe even being old fashioned? I want to love someone as my best friend, my soul mate, I want to be with them forever, but I want my kinks to be a apart of that....

Hi everyone. Sorry it's been so long since the last post. It's just been such a mental two weeks what with constantly changing shifts, not sleeping properly, and just feeling run down. The usual really. I had no big news for you, until today. I got back in contact with a guy I met of Grindr a while back, and that certain circumstances prevented me from meeting up with him. So we had arranged to meet today for the first time. I had chatted to him for a long time, and he wasn't what I expected at all, but actually, in a good way. He is so friendly, charming and really refreshing to talk to. It turned out we had a lot in common, and I am so glad I finally got the chance to meet him. We spent a bit of time talking, then got ourselves set up, and had a good session. He was bloody brilliant. I can't really go into details, but my god did he totally keep me on edge the whole time. It was incredible! And I helped him out with his kink's, so we were both very happy by the...