The word is a very exciting place

hello again, It feels like i havn't been on here for ages, the whole of 10 days. To be brutally honest, i havn't actually done a whole lot. I brought me and my mum chinese for dinner today, we had duck pancakes to start, and i had king prawn chowmein and she had chicken foo young and we shared some ribs which wern't particularly nice. If you are in Woolston, i'm talking about the Magic Wok, good service, it was ready quick, and was only £20.80 for the lot, and i got given some free prawn crackers as well. My writing has taken a step back at the moment, as i'm reliving my fascination with the sims 3 pets, and i'm a bit annoyed becuase i can't find the sims 3, and i think it might have fallen behind my chest of drawers thingy, which i'm never gonna find becuase it's so darn heavy to move (that is the dresser, not the sims 3) as it's coverd in all my deodrants and face stuff and a numerous amount of x mas trees :D Dosed Daily has been on a do...

Hi all, Thought i'd give you the biz on whats going on in my life at the moment. I'm on holiday, so i'm free from work til either saturday or sunday, not entirely sure which. I'm a bit gutted to be honest really, as i love being there, so i've spent most of my day in bed, watching porn and trying to motivate myself to get up and go to the bank to sort my card out. i'm a little miffed because my mobile broke yesterday because of a bus tiket would you believe. and so i'm going to normalize myself and get a decent phone on a contract so i can text, tweet and facebook all day long. i'm working on a new book at the moment, i've lost motivation with the others, so i thought i would write one. this one is one that's quite close to my heart, i'll probably never finish it, but it has the sub themes of partying, anorexia and not being able to fit in, so i have a fair amount of knowledge behind me. my parents have been a pain as always, and i hav...

well, today was semi productive, i didn't have the spa day that i wanted, but my bedroom is reaching some form of warped normality and i've sorted out the xmas list, which is about half way done. My bedroom smelt really nicely of vanilla, which was because i had lit a few candles and it smells really homely. i've got three days off from work this week, which is absolutly mental, becuase normally it's just one, so tomorrow i am really going to try and get lots done. i just wanted to blog and let you all know my plans for november,these are: tidy bedroom all ready for the start of november so i can decorate the tree, make a video of my decorating the tree for youtube, as i've been neglecting it for a while, mainly due to working lots of hours recently. also get my new channel up and running, do lots of extra hours over november and december to save up money as there won't be much in the new year, sort out the drawers in the wardrobe which are full of china...

Hi Peeps, Tomorrow is the 25th of October, and its Ramona's wedding and Birthday tomorrow, which i quite cool. We've all chipped in together at work so she has some money to go on her honeymoon, and i've been taunting her, saying i was going to buy her an inflatable sex sheep as a pressie.Yes i know i'm a horrible person ahahaha, but instead i did buy her a really nice candle holder and some vanilla candles, which i thought were really nice :) This brings me onto a more difficult point. First of all most of her family are deeply religious, so already i'm a little bit nervous about treading on ties. The other is wearing a suit. Suits are very manly things, and to be brutally honest i am confused about my own gender. I really struggle with the concept of gender, because to everyone else there is male and female. but it seems to be sorted out to be on biological grounds, completely disregarding anything else. This is what i struggle with. I guess i am biologically m...

Hi all, i thought it was time for another post, and in this one i want to appeal to all my potential future lovers and boy toys out there, by letting you all know what i like and dislike. I like kinky sex: This is actually a bit of an understatement, but i'll leave it at that I don't like mashed potato: UGH really how can people eat it? i have to cover it in sweet chilli sauce to even go near it. I like my bed: my bed is to me the safest place in the world. I don't like Gravy; UGH lord no! so horrid. I don't care if you all think i'm insane but i refuse to eat it. I can eat it if it's in a pie but dare put it on my food and you will get a black eye. I like pear drops: Jen a lady from work, has always got a bountiful stash of them, and honestly after one of them the day from hell gets much better. I don't like my neck being touched: i found this out once when i was giving a piggyback to Alyna once, and i squirmed about and felt really uncomfortable...

hi guys! how are you all, i hope you are well. i havn't updated the blog in a few days, mainly becuase i've been at work, pretty much full time and over recently. Theres been a sale at work, so everything is manic. I've also not been sleeping so well either, i dunno, i just have a lot on my mind. My quest for mr right is going well, i'm meeting up with Dan after christmas and a guy named Andrew wants to meet up with me in havant. I'll go, purely becuase i might meet someone cool, although it's more than likely going to be a short bald old man who will kidnap me, rape me repeatedly then kill me and sell my body parts on the internet. it all sounds cool. i know you'll be thinking "omg why would you meet someone off the internet?" well, most men are intimidated by me, so it's easier to meet up with them first so they don't know what i'm like, then at least i can say ive had one date :/ yes i know i'm just being a silly little s...

Apologies for this being so late. I  hope you all like it. Greg was still stood outside Devon's house, only now it was a dark and dingy place, the windows and door were all boarded up. the pretty flowers had all died, their rotting remains sat amongst the weeds that grew in the window boxes. Greg's scarf flapped gently in the cold winter breeze. All around him were Christmas trees, giant Santa's and merry people. This was his first Christmas outside for eleven years now. He checked no one was looking, before crossing the road and walking up to the front door. Giving the plywood a quick kick by the hinge, it splintered and he clambered in. The house was freezing, it was colder than outside. Greg had a quick glance inside the living room. The furniture and all of Devon's possessions had been left here to quietly disintegrate. The curtains hung limply from the rail, they were no longer wh...

Evening all, and i have great news, today at work i found out i was made permanent, with a contract of 20 hours a week, which was much more than i expected, as i thought it was only going to be a 5 hour one, so that was brilliant. everyone seemed really pleased, and i gave my manager a hug, which might not have been the best thing to do at that moment because she was dragging a shoe slab full of shoes across the floor to make room for the new limited collection coming into store. Im very excited about limited, because it's really edgy and i like that sort of thing, i can see most of my wages just going straight back into M&S in the coming weeks. they might as well just give me gift vouchers and be done with it ahahah. i'm still workign hard there, and i'm going to work even harder now i've been given this chance, me and my dear friend Rachel will be going out and celebrating on thursday evening, seeing in the new age of me, hold onto your men! ...

hello again, first of all i wanna say something about money. you slave away for hours and hours for it, only for it to disappear in seconds. you start off with lots of it, then in a blaze of glory you waste it all and your back at square one. But who even came up with money? who thought that having a fixed currency was a good idea and would make our lives better? it seems a tad odd to me, and it's something i'm never going to be able to understand. i apologize for my awful french, Je suis desole! (or words to that effect) i just felt like having a slightly more exciting title. while i'm on the subject of money, i have been working extremely hard recently. i worked all week except for monday last week and am doing 54 hours this week. i had a sit down and really had a thought about my life in the future and on hearing that the average monthly mortgage payment is around £600 i decided to do something about it. from now on, 90% of my wages are p...

Well good evening, after some thoughts i realized that i have neglected this blog for far too long, for those of you (if there are any) the final part of gregs story will be coming soon. after dinner and a bitch fest chat with my mum i thought i would do a little blog after spraying rose water on my curtains so they smell nice. i think i need to be honest here, and say that i have a fear of life at the moment. dont get me wrong, i enjoy life, there are many things i love doing (no pun intended) that are incredibly blissful for me, these include, hanging out with my friends, working, writing, reading, eating, snoozing in bed, pulling my hair grips out after a long day of my hair looking perfect (i joke i joke!), but ive come to the realization that i will never be able to own my own home. i can do it if i was married, or with a partner or is i had a flatemate/lodger. but i dont want it that way, i want to have it as my own. i am normally in a shared space, either at home or at work, s...

"You ok?" Xanthe asked Greg, as he came back into the ITU. "I heard yelling" He nodded. "Yeah i'm fine, I don't think Sahira will be bothering us any more" "Mr Douglass, I sincerely hope after that little episode that you are thinking about going home to your residence to rest and to avoid more incidents like with Ms Shah out there" Mr Edwards said, stepping over to him with a clipboard. "But, Devon needs me-" "To give him some space to heal, Mr Douglass, there is nothing you can do here at this current moment in time. Please go home" "Come on" Xanthe quietly said, taking Greg's hand in her own and leading him out. "We'll get something to eat on the way home, any requests?" Greg shook his head, and pressed the button to call the lift. They remained in silence, as Xanthe drove slowly back to her flat. "You can crash in my bed if you like" she told him, opening the door and f...

"As you both will already know, the next few hours a crucial" Mr Edwards said, gently pulling off his blue plastic apron. "15 minute ob's please Nurse Morris" he said to the Intensive care nurse. Mr Edwards was already in a difficult position, his best consultant was lying in ITU with unfavorable chances and there was a media frenzy going on outside the hospital entrance. Half of Devon's ribs had been broken, several bones in his hands and feet were broken, and his Aorta had been nicked by a rib splinter. Thankfully, there hadn't been much head trauma, but they had placed Devon in a medically induced coma to help his body begin the healing process. Mr Edwards, despite being described as a cold and harsh man, did really have a heart, but he didn't often show it, Just like with Mr Hansson back at Holby, he did really care about his staff. But he chose to be the cold man, to hide the fact that he really felt sad when a member of staff left, or was injur...

Greg felt someone slapping at his face. "Greg!" Yana cried, slapping at his face. "Greg, what the hell is going on?" he could sense real panic in her voice. He sat up, ignoring the pounding that was going on in his skull. "wait, Yana, someones taken Devon" "What?" she said, looking confused, "This guy, he's taken Devon" Greg stammered. "okay, you get to the ED, get yourself checked over, make sure your head is ok, i'll alert security" she told him, before dashing off to phone security. Greg sat there for a moment, trying to mentally process everything. And then he saw it. A single drop of blood, on the floor by the door to the stairwell. He stood up and stepped over to the door. There was a slow but steady stream of little blood droplets that traveled up the stairs.Greg gave a groan. "The roof!" He grabbed the handrail and dashed up the stairs.After nine long flights, he managed to reach the top floor.H...

Yana gave Greg a cool look. "An apple? Whats the big deal with an apple?" Greg gave an exasperated sigh. "Because Yana, it means something, first he gave me socks, now he's giving me apples!" "Greg, will you actually listen to yourself? Do you even know what your saying any more???" Yana groaned. "Good morning Mr Douglas and Ms Churikova, perhaps, instead of standing here talking about apples and what Mr Douglas gets up to with his companions, maybe you could go to bed three where Mr Greene has just coughed up a section of his lung. Yana and Greg both ran off to help Mr Greene, while Mr Edwards stood there, silently studying them. He had heard some interesting reports from other members of staff about Greg Douglas, and his, womanizing habits. A complaint had already been lodged by an emergency room nurse, and Mr Edwards was going to be keeping a close eye, not just on Greg, but also on Yana. This hospital couldn't survive another scandal, ...

"I know how you feel about this Greg, but you have to accept that nothing can happen between us" Sahira said, her eyes misty with tears. "Why can't you accept that?" "Because" Greg replied, a solitary tear rolling down his cheek, "We've been through so much together, we can make this work." She stepped away from him, her face distorted with anger. "OH IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT YOU ISN'T IT?" she screamed, louder than she had ever screamed before. Sahira was boiling with rage, her soul becoming a tempest that threatened to sink anything that dare came close. "What about Indy? Whats going to happen to him? and Raffi? We've been married for twelve years, then you had to come along, with your Irish charm and smooth talking, and you just expect the first Tom, Dick and Harry to jump into bed with you, We aren't all easy like Marie-Claire you know! This is the real world Greg, not some random little sat's are good, ...

A very hungover Greg clambered out of his car. The car reeked of vomit piss and alcohol, and there were scratches all over the windows and body. He managed to stagger up to the hospital, and got in the lift. One of the new Nurses in the ED was in there, and she wrinkled her nose in distaste at him. "Yeah Thats right!" he yelled at her, as she got out two stops early, he could hear her muttering about his poor hygiene as she left. He raced into the staff room, and after coating himself in an inch of deodorant, and took six aspirin in quick succession. Realizing that the last one would be lonely, he swallowed that one as well. Greg was good, he didn't even need water. He had a quick look at the staffing sheet, which showed him that everyone else had called in sick, and he was the only doctor and surgeon on the ward except for Devon. Greg groaned, partially from his throbbing head and the fact there was somet...

"It's not like i even know him, like, I've never actually proper spoken to him, and i don't think i even like him, he's just there" Greg said, pausing only to sip his full fat mocha. Xanthe gave him a funny look. "well he certainly has made an impression on you". Greg chocked on his coffee. "what?" he said, pounding his chest, frantically trying to get the scalding hot liquid out of his lungs. "Well he obviously has some sort of charm over you, we've been sat here for nearly two hours, and all you've talked about is him, you haven't even congratulated me on being six months pregnant". Greg leaned over to get a better look at Xanthe's stomach. she stood up, just to highlight the bump. Xanthe was Greg's best friend, and so far the only person who he was good friends with aside from those at work. "umm wow" he stammered. "so congratulations" She laughed. "it's ok, I've just s...

There was no other way about it.Greg wasn't gay, but he could see the attraction. This new consultant had perfectly straight hair, and cheekbones that rivaled even Jac Naylors. "Hello" the consultant said. He had such a quiet, flirtatious voice, yet there was a hint of real power in there somewhere. Greg was aware that his mouth was open and he was gawping like a goldfisch. "Hello?" the consultant said again, a slight confused frown playing around his flawless forehead. "Greg" Yana hissed at Greg, and elbowed him. "Hi, i'm Yana" she said, holding out a hand. Greg noted that angry glare in her eyes when she was jealous. "Hello Yana, nice to meet you. I'm Devon" the consultant replied, giving her a warm smile. God does he have nice lips, Greg thought to himself. they were big, almost like little pillows. "Yes, and i be Greg! How arrr you?" Greg said. Yana just stared blankly at him. Oh god not this again. When ...

Greg was having a good day, one of the new F2's had stolen his stethoscope, four of his patients had died, and worst of all, it was Sahira's birthday. He was torn between sending her a text, just saying happy birthday, or completely ignoring it. He looked out over the car-park of Southampton city general hospital, and then at the sky for some inspiration.There was a flock of bird's flying across the sky, to a cloud which looked like a heart.  "fuck it" he said to himself, his Irish twang filling the air. Happy Birthday :) xx he wrote. he then frantically deleted the kisses. Then put them back in again. "GREG! I NEED YOU!" Shouted one of the nurses into the staff room. Greg threw his phone into his pocket and dashed out onto the ward. One of his patients, Mrs Bryanston, had just crashed, and one of the other doctors, Yana, was applying pads to her chest. "right move" he said to her elderly husband and grabbed the paddles. "everybody cl...

somethings gone wrong. and i have no idea what.i had a good day to day, i hung around with people in eastleigh, and i didn't feel like a waste of space like i normally do which was nice. and they actually walked to me, and carly offered me a muffin which was nice. then i spent some time with tom, daisy and loretta at lunch. we messed around, i tried to guess what daisy was listning to, and vice versa. then i went to psychology and had a good time with beatrice and charlotte. the bus ride home was fun, did some planking, looked at ryans tatoo. had dinner then hung around in bedroom. i like being y myself. becuase it gives me a chance to catch up with myself, spend some time delving into my own brain, don't worry i do it a lot. then nothing. i couldn't think of anything, then this huge fuck ass black cloud came over me, and that was that now i just feel so insanly depressed, like,it's really rare that i get depressed, but this time it was different. like i could visualis...

hello! me and daisy here! already had a cringe moment when i signed in the find the sex blog i follow posting some interesting things :D it's rather awkward here atm gel willy wall woo -that was daisy she's a bit insane :P no yes, she is suck my toe gag boy bitch there were several awkward posts she saw :D i do not wish to discuss nor impose this proves to me that i have porn everywhere! twitter, tumblr and now blogger :D :D i think daisy lies my hardcore bondage sex pictures i thought you were going to say hard cock then i have one *gag* i might have just tied daisy up, and i'm going to play with her :D MOMMY! SURE, I'LL BE YOUR MOMMMY FUCK THAT. i'm glad you would, i work out :P id rather have britney spears for a mother, and her shave all my hair off and sell it for a moroccan cushion. i think i need to gag you a bit hardder ;) bye youre not going anywhere i dont want to 'say hello to your little friend' too late, he;s visitng . ...

so today, ive been feelign really shitty, i've had a headache all day, and i was feeling really dizzy and had a fever this mornign while i was tryignt o walk arounf woolston to find daisy so she could take the college camera back for me otheriwse the it people would be on to me. it all started on monday. you see, i had a bit of a sore throat, and i thought that was because i hadn't drunk enought water, so i made sure i drank loads when i was cookign lucnh with rachel (steak and cheese subs- they were amazing, and i shall upoad the video tomorrow becuase i did it today but youtube decided to be a prick and took it off after i spent 8 hours uploading it because it was too long) and then my sore throat got progresssivly worse until the evening, when it was actually on fire. so i got some strepsils and told mum i really wasn't feeling well, and that i couldn't really go to college, and she just said whatever and didn't really belive me. so i slept a lot of the day, i pl...

wow, first of all apologies for being so moody all the time in my other post's! i think my confidence hit rock bottom, then fell a further 80 feet into the biggest pile of shit this side of the atlantic. BUT I HAVE AMAZING NEWS!!!! 1) my new videos', OH MY GOD they are actually brilliant. i'm not joking. i started a new series of video's on my youtube (if you would like to watch them, and i highly recomend that you do! please go to www.youtube.com/pegbasket enjoy!) i really enjoyed filming them, and because i did it all myself i didn't need to worry about feeling stupid while doing it. i've already had some amazing feed back! :D 2) i'm starting work again, YAYY!!! no more no money no more. (that kind of makes sense to me) i'm gonna have money again! i desperatly need a camera, and some new clothes, hair dye, money for cinema, drink,s booze that sort of thing. it's only on sundays, but i'm mega excited because i miss everyone from the big M...

a hearty good evening to you dear madam's and sirs, i have news! so, i was practising my flirting technique (which was shockingly bad i must add) with daisy, and i began to relaize some of the reasons why i am single, (mainly becuase there are no nice gay men around, but lets skip this one) i have really bad english skills (i probably didn't even need to tell you that!) i am extremly vulgar- literally, every other fucking word is a fucking profanity (jokes, but you know what i mean) i am too loud (DUHH!!) i have no self respect, self control or public dignity - this is incredibly true, so i have decided from now on i shall be demure, saintly, but at the same time wickedly cool and gorgeous flirt more- ok, this might not make much sense (with me now aiming to be demure and saintly but if i don't flirt A, how does the guy know i'm interested and B, its good practising and my friends owe me a favour) have a fit bod- this is gonna be the hardest, so i have decided, ...

happy tuesday guys, it's been one if those days you know? waking everyone up in the middle of the night with a video rachel sent me, and how our internet and phones are being mega shittty. basically i sat in bed all day, watching porn, being on facebook, twitter, tumblr all that really, didn't achieve much (although i did play on the sims 3 for a while- that was the highlight) (actually the highlight was a dirty video i found :P i'm mega excited about the picnic tomorrow, actually buzzing, it's gonna be brilliant, aside from the rain (but last time we had a rainy picnic it was actually fun!) i'm gonna go to the big co-op (where i live theres a co-op for every citizen) and get so yummy munchies. ok so there has suddenly been an explosion of notifications on twitter and tumblr, so i shall see you all soon have lovely evening xoxo

wow, i thought i was gonna get blogger so i could wirte about how cool everything is, as it turns out, it's kinda crap, mr T is now in a relationship with miss LH, one of my best friends ex boyfriend has gone psycho, my family seem to be hell bent on pissing me off, and to top it all off?i just ate a humungous chocolate bar, so all the weight i lost from jogging yesterday has jumped right on the large bandwagon, HIP HIP HORAY! coudl things get any worse? hopefully not, my gran (the one with the chickens) gave me a fiver so i guess thats something, and i am going to create a new youtube channel soon, don't worry i'll keep pegbasket, but i want one where i can do blogs and vids and things and make some money, becuase i don't think i'm ever going to get a job. but thats ok, you know? silver lining and all that crap. i rpomise that one day i shall stop moaning and be happy, but thats about as likely as me winning the lottery, finding a hot sexy man and my dad buying ...

hi guys, so the part yesterday was good, i got home felt ok, had another quick drink, then thought i'd go on my laptop. woke up this morning to find that i'd been quizzing james on suicide, abortion and vera wang. I KNOW. so i was sat in bed literally crying. and then there was a load of text i'd written that i couldn't understand, although i did spot face and spunk great, so now i've alienated someone else. brilliant, although he's finding it absolutly hilarious, because we were writing thankyou speeches after the suicide/abortion/vera wang themed pub quiz. me and booze is not a good mix, i'm actually thinking of giving up alcohol altogether, it would literally save me so much embaressment sometimes. gosh i'm not even 18 yet! so me and rachel are going jogging at 3, which should be very interesting because i havn't got a sports bra and i am gonna end up getting a wedgie again. and the headphones from poundland and shit and don't work proper...

hi guys, so i'm starting to get ready for a party, which i'm really excited about, but kinda nervous about, because i only know like 4 people who are going and my mum is friends with one of them, so if i do anything stupid i'll get in trouble.i'm also working on a some new idea's for videos and stuff. i'm feeling in such a wierd mood, one of my friends, who i really fancy had a bit of a go. he got fraped, and i wrote (what he thinks was a joke) on the status, it was basically that i love him. he was like is this serious and i',m like nooo it's a joke *enter sad fake laugh here** sometimes i hate being gay. i know i shouldn't say that, but it's really hard work. there is never any gay guys out there, and the three men i really fancy are all strait. and it fucking sucks. i hate being alone, and i hate that there is only a limited amount of guys out there, half of them are insane and the other half are like no thankyou. sometimes i really wish i...

so i'm sat at my kitchen table, and my mum is watching antiques roadshow really loudly, and i'm transfixed by the presenters mustache. it...well....words are beyond me. i'm currently waiting for daisy, she's coming round and were gonna have lunch together, like a pasta bake or something easy like that. i'm actually so hungry right now! i havn't eaten any breakfast, and i was sat in bed until 11 listening to various eurovision entry's for this year, go russia and your granny's! if they don't win, i think i will actually be crestfallen and completly crushed. the meer thought of the russian grandmothers not winnign sis soul destroying, and in case you are living under a rock, a blimp or the eiffel tower, (where i suggest you move, becuase the metal in that thing disrupts wireless signals and attracts lightning like a huge effing magnet) then here is a link, enjoy:   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKNRGc71hjc is your mind blown yet? i hope so, min...

YO! hello peeps, how are you? wait, what am i saying? i don't need to be polite to you XD so my friend Rachel has been nagging me to get blogspot for ages, and so i thought yes i shall. thats now youtube, facebook, twitter and blogspot i'm on. ROCK ON AND SPREAD THE WORD! gosh, lord knows what i'll end up telling you all, but i guess we'll have fun along the way :)