The word is a very exciting place

There is something rather comforting about the sound of rain. Something about the unpredictability, the sound of it careening of every surface, the sound of puddle's splashing and droplet's...well dropping. We've had some heavy rain here today, and it's been rather cool, which I have quite enjoyed, even though I haven't had a very productive day. I've watched some porn, ate some noodles and did some work, so all in all it's been a good day! Speaking of porn, as much as I beat on about (If you excuse the pun) I managed to find a simply incredible website, so as you can imagine it hurt's to type! And I know I keep going on about saving money and paying off my credit card and all that, but I really do think I have an addiction to buying things. It's rather worrying to be honest! I brought a new pair of anchor Clejuso's and some other bit's and bob's, and right now I am seriously summing up if I should be buying a pair of Zara jean's I...

The kids have all gone back to school today (Thank god!) so I guess a school themed post was inevitable. School is a difficult place, even if you are a normal kid. There is intense pressure to study and work hard, your body is raging with hormones, and nothing seems fast enough. Thats is hard enough as it is. Throw in a curveball. Take me for example. I was bullied nonstop throught my entire time at school right from primary, to secondary to college about being gay. It is so damn hard to sit in a room and study something you have no interest in, while the people behind you whisper homophobic slurs. It got to the point that when people shouted gayboy, I used to respond, almost as if it was my name. I think thats where a lot of issues come from, I tried to run away a few times as a kid, and I spent (and still do) far too much time in my own fantasy world, where these things meant nothing. And that's the case today. The real world and my world are too very different, non-conforming ...

Good afternoon, yet again I find myself at the work computer. I like this computer, It's in a quieter, more secluded area of the staff canteen, and isn't normally being used by anyone. Although the keyboard is sometimes sticky with goodness knows what, it is one of those nice click clack keyboards, with proper key's that make a noise when you click them. It makes me feel very official. It's also got a nice wide screen, although blogger dosn't quite fill it, so it looks like I have written much more then I really have. Thats the problem with my laptop at home. The keys just don't make a noice when I type, something that seems to stifle my creativity a bit? I know that sounds like a load of crap but there is something magical about typing on a proper keyboard. Thinking about work, My brother is the latest member of our family to start working here. He went for a job on menswear, but somehow ended up on the coffee shop. He's happy because he now has a par...