Evening all, and i have great news,

today at work i found out i was made permanent, with a contract of 20 hours a week, which was much more than i expected, as i thought it was only going to be a 5 hour one, so that was brilliant. everyone seemed really pleased, and i gave my manager a hug, which might not have been the best thing to do at that moment because she was dragging a shoe slab full of shoes across the floor to make room for the new limited collection coming into store. Im very excited about limited, because it's really edgy and i like that sort of thing, i can see most of my wages just going straight back into M&S in the coming weeks. they might as well just give me gift vouchers and be done with it ahahah.

i'm still workign hard there, and i'm going to work even harder now i've been given this chance, me and my dear friend Rachel will be going out and celebrating on thursday evening, seeing in the new age of me, hold onto your men!

which brings me nicely onto the next subject, which is men. i'm a dreamer, i like to think of men as my ticket to happiness, but i am fairly realistic as well. currently there are several gay or bi men i know, but yet, none of them really fire up any passion in me at the present moment. a guy could be extremly hot, and i woudn't touch him if he didn't have a sort of...sheer animal magnitism that i crave. he also needs to have a personality. not your average joe, but somethign more. i want someone who will actually compliment me, but who will be aware of my limits, but will give me a gentle push every now and again. he also needs to understand me. i'm so incredibly complex, even i don't know myself everythign about myself, but if he knew roughly what goes on then that would make me very happy.

i have set myself a target of beign able to fit into my new (ish) limited jumper, it's a size 14, and it's a bit tight ( i lie, it's VERY tight) so i need to loose a bit of weight so i can wear it comfortably. i am going to make a concious effort to eat less and excersize more, so if you see me feel free to offer a bit of positive encoragement! one day i will be perfect, but until then hopefully i won't loose too much sleep over it. which reminds me, i have to be up early, so i'll see you all later :)

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