Life as we know it...
Morning all,
I am very sorry for not coming back sooner, ive just sort of lost all motivation for any form of writing. Ive just spent a lot of time on Wikipedia recently, just trying to desperatly find something that will give me the spark to write something. I think where it is so quiet at work, im getting agitated from the boredom, and its not helping my mind at all. Well today is Thursday (i think) and so the busy days are starting. Hopefully it will be horendously busy for the rest of my working week, otherwise i might ending up going even more stir crazy then i am already!
Its so fustrating having writers block. I hate it, i really do. The only thing worse than block is when you have so many ideas and plotlines and charectors, that you have to scribble everything down frantically before it all goes, and then you are left with a huge agglomeration of stuff, and then i lose all hope of salvaging anything remotely readable. But thats just the way it goes.
Ive asked to change my day at work. Contrary to poppular opinion, ive been thinking about it for a while now, especially as i want to go back into education, doing 5 days in a row was fine for me, but i have to be realistic, most nights when i get home i just want to sit in front of Tumblr or sleep. I hope i get it because its a better day to have off, im the only one home, so i will be able to concentrate. Dont get me wrong, they are a great company to work for, but i don't think i could work here for the next 50 years in and out, without making enough to ever buy a house.
Side note: I have my headphones into my phone, and my favourate song at the moment is Brasil, but Yugoslav Queen Bebi Dol, and i am struggling to resist the urge to dance and sing around the catering unit to a latin beat with Serbian lyrics. This song came second last, with just one point, and i think it is the biggest injustice in the history of the Eurovision song contest. Dont even start me off on what was voted higher.
I would love to own my own home. (Two own's in the same sentance looks really odd but i can't think of another way to phrase it) (Sorry im listning to Brasil again, LA LA LA LA!!!!!) I would have so much fun, i could bke cookies all night long, dance about my bedroom all day and night, i could play twister whenever i want to, people can come over and we can do whatever, i can eat or drink whatever i like. The only thing im worried about is if i would cope by myself. I have next to zero in the count of life lessons, and i think i would really struggle to budget, to eat properly, and to even get a normal amount of sleep. This has really been highlighted recently, i just seem to have an endless amount of energy, it is boundless, i can just run around all day, go home and dance for a few hours, and im no where even thinking about resting...
Life can be so odd and funny sometimes.
Ive been looking at adult learning courses recently. Most of them start in either April or September, so i have a bit of time, but im going to spend this time wisely, and to really try to get some order and to start something really fresh and new. Hopefully today something will inspire me to write something so epic, the world will crumble.
Hopefully
I am very sorry for not coming back sooner, ive just sort of lost all motivation for any form of writing. Ive just spent a lot of time on Wikipedia recently, just trying to desperatly find something that will give me the spark to write something. I think where it is so quiet at work, im getting agitated from the boredom, and its not helping my mind at all. Well today is Thursday (i think) and so the busy days are starting. Hopefully it will be horendously busy for the rest of my working week, otherwise i might ending up going even more stir crazy then i am already!
Its so fustrating having writers block. I hate it, i really do. The only thing worse than block is when you have so many ideas and plotlines and charectors, that you have to scribble everything down frantically before it all goes, and then you are left with a huge agglomeration of stuff, and then i lose all hope of salvaging anything remotely readable. But thats just the way it goes.
Ive asked to change my day at work. Contrary to poppular opinion, ive been thinking about it for a while now, especially as i want to go back into education, doing 5 days in a row was fine for me, but i have to be realistic, most nights when i get home i just want to sit in front of Tumblr or sleep. I hope i get it because its a better day to have off, im the only one home, so i will be able to concentrate. Dont get me wrong, they are a great company to work for, but i don't think i could work here for the next 50 years in and out, without making enough to ever buy a house.
Side note: I have my headphones into my phone, and my favourate song at the moment is Brasil, but Yugoslav Queen Bebi Dol, and i am struggling to resist the urge to dance and sing around the catering unit to a latin beat with Serbian lyrics. This song came second last, with just one point, and i think it is the biggest injustice in the history of the Eurovision song contest. Dont even start me off on what was voted higher.
I would love to own my own home. (Two own's in the same sentance looks really odd but i can't think of another way to phrase it) (Sorry im listning to Brasil again, LA LA LA LA!!!!!) I would have so much fun, i could bke cookies all night long, dance about my bedroom all day and night, i could play twister whenever i want to, people can come over and we can do whatever, i can eat or drink whatever i like. The only thing im worried about is if i would cope by myself. I have next to zero in the count of life lessons, and i think i would really struggle to budget, to eat properly, and to even get a normal amount of sleep. This has really been highlighted recently, i just seem to have an endless amount of energy, it is boundless, i can just run around all day, go home and dance for a few hours, and im no where even thinking about resting...
Life can be so odd and funny sometimes.
Ive been looking at adult learning courses recently. Most of them start in either April or September, so i have a bit of time, but im going to spend this time wisely, and to really try to get some order and to start something really fresh and new. Hopefully today something will inspire me to write something so epic, the world will crumble.
Hopefully
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